Poetry

"I Walk through the world
with no meaning in my life
My mind is driving me insane
The hurt I’ve kept all years
So much want it to end
Don’t want to live with this pain!
No more suffering will ever
stalk me through the night,
tho’ the memories of you
will still be there.
Always and ever you said,
never ever you meant.
Dealing with love is a hard thing,
don’t imagine anything.
Life sucks and sometimes it’s good,
but always remeber.
Love isn’t as it should."

- L. Andersen, 2010


Isn't it funny how the one's who smile the brightest and laugh the loudest are the ones who end up being the most depressed? Beautiful piece, I didn't write it but I thought it deserved to be shown. 

Jonah may have been a fake, but the feelings he spoke of are real for too many.

Pix

http://youtu.be/TFCuE5rHbPA
Very catchy song. I highly recommend it to the few who are bored enough to click it ^^
Well, the snow I waited for finally showed up :) Keijo woke me and said "it must have snowed all night! Look outside!" I just kinda smiled and made some kind of happy noise, but since I was barely awake yet it didn't completely register. The sun came up about an hour later, and then I looked outside and was pleasantly suprised :) It's beautiful! Slushy and wet now, yes, but still pretty. Speaking of pretty, we finally bought a full length mirror.
I couldn't stop myself, had to take yet another batch of ego-pose shots! ;) But I'll be nice enough to also add a picture of my darling and our buddy/roomate, possibly another cat picture or two. Here we go!
<---Isn't he handsome? :D
<--- Yep, that's me. Hi there!
<--- Here's our buddy Linus
<--- and here's my gorgeous mom! :D

I'm sick right now, strepthroat or something. So no sledding just yet, but I promise that I am still not too old! I WILL go sledding this winter! :D oki, I'll update soon enough. hhmmmbubbye y'all.

"It's Just Another Day"

I'm not going to make another rant, I think I did enough of that in my last entry ;)
But life does have it's ups and downs, there's no getting around that.
Butwhatever.

Up next: ego pic!


Changing the subject! :) The weather here is unreal, already December and still not even below freezing yet? We had a brief trickle of snow that melted within a matter of hours, but since then, absolutely nothign! As far as swedish weather goes, that's just not normal. But hey, who's complaing? It sure makes it easier to go places and do things when everything isn't covered in ice.

And yes, with a new month comes new goals! 50 hours of excercise is the plan, aided by 100 cups of green tea, 90 appetite-supressing fiber pills, and an entire liter of apple cider vinegar. Can I do it? You bet! (Or atleast I'll die trying. hehe) I'm so close now, 20 down, 5 to go :) I hope to start a fresh year with a fresh batch of self esteem - and I can't wait to "taste" it!  

little Stella. Isn't she lovely?
Zid - in all his fluffy glory ^^

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