little brother

Nearly 17 years old, how did he grow up so fast? :O

Suggestion for Nintendo? ;) jk

Thank you =3

On days when I'm too weak to deal with myself, you're strong enough for the both of us. When I feel like I'm at the top of the world, you're right there to cheer with me. You are the warm comfort that I fall alseep next to every night, the first thing I wake up to, and the one who is there for me no matter what. I love you Keijo, and I can't imagine this world without you.
Thank you for entering my life <3

The future and beyond

When I was a kid, I always felt like I had everything planned out so well. I had my whole future mapped out, I knew exactly what I wanted. Now, I feel like I've reached all the big milestones, all I have left is to get into a University, graduate, and eventually get a job that suits me. Then what?

:-/ And who am I in the meantime? What if I don't get accepted at all? 

One minute I'm an adult, the next minute I'm just a little girl. xD Once I know what I want, I change my mind and feel lost again. What do I have to do to stay on track?
Everyone else seems to manage it all so well, where was I when everyone else recieved the feeling of completeness?

Recent change

I'm trying something new in my effort to become more balanced, and so I'll be less difficult to deal with (both for myself and those around me). It feels good to know that things will finally change, and that soon I won't be a mental rollercoaster anymore - I'm only a few months away from achieving stabillity in my life.
For many, what defines who I am is my "up and down" personality. Who will I be when "up and down" isn't me anymore? Hopefully a more focused, calm, genuinely happy version of who I am now. :) I really love this picture below, I like the idea of "jumping out of my current bowl and into new waters". ^^

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